Fucking hot and arousing

In a perfect world that'd be my clit they're worshipping... The girl on the left (our left) is just... wow <3

Lonely...

Where?

It's so rare to find anyone to chat online nowadays. No, I'm not missing those arrogant, demandy bitches I've complained about before. I miss those nice people I used to talk to :) Where the hell is everyone?

It'd be so wonderful to talk naughty and share some obscene fantasies live instead of just posting about them somewhere... With someone who understands the difficulties in the closet-cd girl's weird life.

Don't take this wrong!

Bitching and moaning about others being busy isn't what I'm on about. I am merely wondering what happens with my online girlfriends and when would they be around.
Because I'd love to keep in touch with the ladies :)

My fantasy world

To compensate for the lack of chatty friends I enjoy my fantasies :P Fantasies like my hotel-room scenario I posted about earlier, but as time goes on it lives on as well. That's one of the things I'd enjoy sharing with someone, in real time instead of just typing stuff here.

I didn't find the pic I was going for, because I think it's gone the way of the dodo. A shame, because it was a damn hot pic, for some reason. Usually I'm not into bondage but this one made me want to be the girl in the pic... just with red, slutty lingerie ;)

This should be me playing with another girl's clit

Purged again

As the topic tells, I've purged my few girly belongings again :(
Not that I had many things, but still. My garter belt, black stockings and cockring. All gone.

Purged equipment, it's always sad, no matter what it is

Why did I do that?

Not to try to stop or because of shame, but because I had nowhere to keep them anymore. Nor do I have enough opportunities to dress up nowadays. I thought that the best and simplest course of action was to get rid of those things and hopefully get new and much better ones when times are better.
My decision was made infinitely easier by the fact that I had never been that much into this black very incomplete set of mine. The set was also substandard, it was more like a "this is what I found so I'll go with it" instead of what it should've been: what I was looking for and eager for.

That's just life.

Fuck.

More Barb E. Dahl!

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Horny, hornier, Johanna

I want to be doing this right now... though I'd wear some hot red lingerie ;) Of course ;)

Girls are perfect

Horniness!

I'm awfully horny again... I crave for naughty lingerie on my body, holding my clitty tightly in place until I release it...
Gaaaaah! I can't take this... Mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmhhhh!

I desire her...

I kinda wanted to show another pic of myself but couldn't choose so you'll have to go without :P

Pretty redness sighted!

I want and need this set <3

Panties!

I'll just do this and sneak away :P

Demandy fuckers, wtf?

Social media. Sometimes it's just fun and games, sometimes fucking annoying.
I always like chatting with people and usually accept friend requests and all that. Why not? Most people are nice and there's nothing wrong, but then there are those I've ranted about before.

The demanding assholes

Some of them bother to begin with some pleasantries, some go to "TELL ME YOUR ASL!!!!11" mode instantly. Yeah, I can see how that works for you... but not for me. Fuck off.
I've already lost count of the people who ask me to join a 'cam session with them. They never tell me what for. And I always reply that I don't have Skype, MSN or a webcam. In about 99% of the cases the person gets offended!
What the fucking fuck?
Yeah, they get offended. I get messages like "WHY DO U HATE ME." and "WHY YOU NO MSN ME I WNT 2 C U DEAR!!!!!!!!". I also love the all caps mode and the total lack of grammar.

sigh

In a good bunch of cases they just start demanding nude pics sent to their emails. What? One beautiful private message I got from one of these people said simply "SEND ME MY EMAIL". Did I promise you something? When? And what? I really didn't, so: fuck off.

>:(

I'm not sending nudes (or any other sort of pics) to anyone just because they demand it. I'm also not going to run and buy a webcam because you think want to see me. And I especially am not going to do anything you want just because you bitch and moan and get rude about it. All you get that way is a permanent blocking and utter ignorance.

Sorry about the rant, I just can't help it sometimes :p These people just rub me the wrong way :)

Taking sides

My side, your side, my side, your side, my side - your side!

I hate this guy with a passion

Right. The point is... I've been pondering things again. And yes, I know it's sometimes dangerous :P Can't help it, though. This may be something that interests no one but me, so consider yourselves warned.

The tale of two mes

Obviously for a closeted crossdresser such as myself there are at least two sides in life. One's the everyday me that goes to work and does stuff as usual. And then there's the other one, who's known (or isn't known at all) as Johanna. Johanna's the one who gets dressed somewhat differently from the everyday side and does things the other one doesn't do.
This is clear and simple to everyone.

The funny thing is, when the everyday me is at work and does Johanna's stuff online. Those things include chatting with people and lazily updating this silly blog, for instance. Now that isn't funny in itself, but the way it makes me feel... that's pretty damn funny.
Here I am, in my everyday me activities ("working") and in my everyday clothes. But I feel like Johanna. And that's not always a good thing at the office as you may believe :P

You people can't imagine how badly I'd love to wear some obscenely naughty lingerie and a cockring under my clothes right now... or maybe you can ;) Just thinking of it excites me... a bit too much right now. I think I'd waste those days with porn and not working at all. Even more than nowadays.
Not a bad idea ;)