Sexy date planning

Hotel or cruising?

It had been a way too long since we met in the centre of Helsinki for a bit of afternoon shenanigans in darkness. We wanted to meet again.

She especially wants to get railed. Over an obscenely short time she's gone from a strict "buttsex with condom only" to "fuck me bare, babe!"

I also wouldn't oppose to riding her dicklet into a condom-covered orgasm so I could feel her pulsating inside me. And then I could feed her freshly sourced sissy juices back to her. You know these romantic things, and more time to cuddle, kiss, fondle and grope around.

Most likely we'd meet in the same place as the last time for a new round. Setting up a date in a hotel is much more complicated for closeted folks like us.

As I'm writing this last paragraph we're actually planning on meeting in a couple of days! Summer is challenging with the vacations, so if we don't get to meet now, next time it'll be possible is weeks or months later. And for horny pervs like us that's way too far away.

Secret sissy slave lover

I've got two dates with a very submissive sissygirl now, in the real world. We've chatted online for ages and had a good number of video calls with heads hidden. This year I finally got enough of just talking about meeting in person and started working on it, checking places for the meeting and things like that.

Time was the biggest problem as all this had to be done without getting caught. The gay cafes in Helsinki open way late or are located in areas where I know too many people for comfort.

First date

Our agreement was that this first meeting was going to be a chaste one, no shenanigans. I still wore my black thong and I sent a quick pic before I left. Walking to the metro wasn't anything, I felt nice and happy. In the metro, as the station came closer, I noticed being more and more scared but still left on the actual stop and walked to where we had agreed to meet. All this time we sent messages, I didn't know about her but for me it was a way to make sure I didn't panic out 😅

I was early so I had the time to walk around and even check out the bathrooms, just in case.

We met, went to the quietest area for a calm walk because all the cafes were packed full at that early afternoon hour. Instead of sitting in the middle of people we walked around, chatted. After a while she asked if I wanted to go a bit further and my question was how much further are you thinking about? A kiss, she repied.

We exchanged some passionate french kisses in a barely hidden place. I was so hard and asked if she wanted to see. Of course she did. So I opened my pants up to show my bulging thong and, well, my cock escaped and slapped her face. With a permission she sucked a bit, quickly, but I didn't want to cum in her mouth in such a dangerous place so I had to stop it... getting caught really wasn't in my plans.

So that was the first, "chaste coffee date with no shenanigans". No coffee, but a good nice chat, french kissing, spitting in her mouth, a bit of cocksucking, and tit-teasing. Not bad at all! Afterwards I still pretty fucking horny because I didn't get a release.

Second date

A stroke of luck came along pretty soon after the date, and I had a few easy days coming. I let her know and we started planning a hotel hookup in lingerie. Finding a suitable date for the both of us was a bit more complicated than expected but that's adult life for you. We met in the centre of Helsinki in the early afternoon and proceeded to the hotel.

We managed to behave in the lift, and obviously in the security camera -riddled corridors, until we got into the room. Immediately after closing the door behind us I pushed her into the door and kissed long and deep. She was almost in a trance, submissive as fuck. More french kissing and groping. Then we undressed and I shoved my hard, shaved cock bulging my white lace thong. I loved to see the cocklust in her eyes. While she was dressing up as my whore in black lace, I took a quick shower, and then put on my red-black chemise and black lace thong and my new red tattoo choker.

I felt sexy as fuck and I was horny as fuck. You can imagine, I bet.

We kissed, groped, I spanked her and teased her tiny tits, she's heavily into that. I made her rub her tiny, hard, leaky clit against my boipussy but didn't make her fuck me this time. Instead I had her eat my ass, it was a peculiar sensation. Not sure if I'd tell her to do it again or not.

Some 69 was enjoyed as well, of course, and when I felt I couldn't take any more I told her to kneel in front of me and suck me properly. That she did, dear readers, that she did. Not a single drop of cum was wasted. I was drained.

Afterwards we played a bit with positions, me moving her around as I pleased, as if she was just a fucktoy - which is exactly what she is. There wasn't going to be any fucking that day anymore, but she was getting more and more hot about getting railed even though she's afraid of my cock fitting inside her.

I have been in control of her orgasms this year and I felt magnaminous and I stroked her clitty and slapped her nutsack until she shot her load on her face and chest. Of course I had her eat her cum so none was wasted.

A part of this experience for her was that I made her a whore, so I packed my chemise away, pulled my boy clothes on (kept the lace-trimmed black thong on because I love thongs), dropped 50€ on the table for her services and left. She was my sissy whore now.

Next date

We've been talking about the next hotel session again. Setting it up is much more difficult in the normal schedule, so we have been thinking about a morning fuck instead of an afternoon. Yeah, she's been begging me to fuck her. Thinking of my cock entering her boipussy both scares and arouses her.

Truth be told, anal hasn't been that much of a thing for me, I'm heavily an oral girl myself. But if fucking her is a big thing, I'll do it. I also did cum riding a cock once, so I can't say I'm all against taking cock myself. But it wasn't that special somehow, anyway. We both have agreed on that and would be just happy if our follow-up dates revolved around french kisses, groping, fondling, gentle spanking, 69 and blowjobs. Sounds awesome to me!

This or the next week had been thought about as very possible weeks for the third date, until she got some events making it either difficult or impossible. This week got blocked for me as well at the last moment, so if her next week clears up, then we can still do this. Or we do it a bit later, we've got time.

So I ordered some lingerie

Lingerie

I love buying my lingerie in person. Only once I've gone to an actual clothes shop and bought two pairs of g-strings, one pair still remains in use, the other got so cummy that I had to throw it away... Another time I ordered from a Finnish sex shop online, because they had a lovely selection, even though I couldn't be perfectly sure of the fit.

All the other times I've gone to a porn shop, wandered around in evergrowing lust, which is, as we all know, incredibly dangerous to your bank balance! Funnily enough the porn shops in the centre of Helsinki are few in numbers and even worse in their lingerie selection as far as my very personal taste is concerned.

That forced me to try something else out. Something that had a potential of incredible variety of selection, with a varying set of attributes I could filter stuff out, like "colour" and "size: XL" as I'm not a small girl, especially in women's sizes XD I guess you all know where I went - Amazon. The sheer amount of redness made my head spin and I had the typical problem: so much that I wanted, so little I could safely hide. Instead of maxing out my credit card I opted for a single set of hotness.

My loot

Red corset with garter belt and a thong and thigh-high socks. Simply amazing! I just cannot make it look as sexy as this blonde model here... but that's all right by me, I'm not doing this for anyone else's pleasure but my own. Though I am dying to show it off to some fellow sissies...

The thought of taking off my outer layer of stupid, useless male clothing, revealing Johanna underneath, is just so hot that I get an instant hard-on. Right now I just don't have anyone to show it to live. Or I could, technically, but I'm me so it's not that easy and simple ;)

A six-month abscence

Friends!

Anyone who's been in contact with me over the years knows how I'm available. Randomly and at semirandom hours. That's normal, I guess, with work and time spent as my male self. All of us cds have to balance with these things :)

I got a new job last year. One of the biggest and weirdest things is that this new job occasionally takes me to places for short stints. This upcoming stint isn't the first one but it's deffo the longest so far. Six motherfucking months. Abroad.

So what?

So... yeah. I really don't know what. I can't guarantee getting online at all as myself during this period and I won't even try to take my few pieces of lingerie with me for the trip. I'm not sure what the other side offers, if there's even a slight chance of doing anything girly or am I doomed to just be a dude all the time.

I really don't know.
But know this: I miss you, my dear contacts :* And I'll be back more eager to play as Johanna than in ages, for obvious reasons ;)

2017 in retrospect

My 2017 was a bit weird. Busy as fuck, as you may have guessed :D But I also did some scary but awesome shit for the first time in my life. None of it went like in my #fantasies posts, but that's why they're fantasies and not real life, right? :)

So. I'll slit my stories in a few posts so they're kinda more sensemaking and less wall of texty and I believe you all appreciate it somehow. That just means that the juicier posts have to be waited for as this won't have any actual smut ;)

Three times a lady

At some point last spring or summer I got contacted by another girl by email. We exchanged a good number of mails just talking about crap, we seemed to have a lot in common. I raised my concern of not having slutty outfits nor space for them so I only had g-strings and nothing else. She said if I wanted I could borrow hers! Nice!

Then at some point she asked if I would feel like meeting in person. This was, as you may imagine, fucking scary. But I answered "yes" to my great shock :D

Then we started somehow planning on how to meet, where and when. Luckily it was summertime and I had some good slack at work so I could do a "lunch meeting". The idea was to meet in civilian clothes, acting our Clark Kent roles, not real ourselves. Because it was going to be a chat with the aim of seeing how the chemistry worked and if we indeed had anything in common and so on.

Did I already say SCARY AS FUCK? :D

Yeah, we agreed on this and that, but still I wore my black g-string and carried my cockrings with me because I felt like it <3 And it was arousing <3

The first meeting - ever

One early June afternoon, if I remember correctly, I set out and walked towards the meeting point. We were using kik to actually find ourselves, as we hadn't shared any face photos or anything for obvious reasons. We met, introduced ourselves (myself simply just Jossu which was damn hot and again, scary). She drove us somewhat further away and we went to sit down next to the boat harbour or piers or something, next to the water anyway.

After the slightly awkward early not-that-important chitchat we got to some more real stuff. I'm kinda ashamed to admit that I wasn't the one who first ventured into the naughty subjects... but that's how it goes sometimes. In short: we had a nice, good long chat on a nice warm summer afternoon and it felt good. I don't know if you know how weird it was to tell about all these things I write about pretty freely, but boys and girls, it was damn weird. But also arousing because I was telling something very intimate to someone who shared similar desires and fantasies.

She dropped me off just about where I was picked up, and along the way she "confessed" she was wearing. And I said that I had my black g-string on because I wanted to wear them for the occasion :3 At the dropoff when we said goodbyes she at the last moment laid her hand on my thigh, I looked into her eyes and just smiled :)

When walking back to work I thought to myself "why the fuck didn't I move her hand on my bulge? Fuck!" These things happen to me a lot, sadly, not just in sexy cases but everywhere. I told about this thought of mine to her in a chat later on and she said, that she had also longed for a Touch but... there's always the next time ;)

So what?

The real result of this was that we started planning a real meeting. A lesbian meeting. Oh yes...

And we did get to some actual stuff, but I'll write about that the next time!

Complaining really helped

Wow! Complaining seems to have helped me. Things started moving at a scary pace and now I'm facing my short freedom. I could almost hold my breath until its beginning now!

Lingerie!

Of course I arranged some things, with care, so that I could pop by a couple of select boutiques over a couple of afternoons. Now I own lingerie again! Not just those black panties but a corselet, stayups and .. hm, a couple of other things. I even bought a wig from a costume shop! That doesn't make me look girly enough but that's life of a not-girly guy, right?

Once I had all my stuff (so far, mind you, I'm not done yet!) bought I managed to try them out. It was rushed and all but still, I was turned on so hard it wasn't even funny anymore. What I was could only be described horrrrrny as fuck <3 I wore my tight panties, the corselet, stay-ups and the wig. Mmmmmmh :)

A teaser

Now I just need to wait a bit so I get to enjoy all this with ample time, without any rush. And I'm gonna need some more stuff as I hinted before. Cockrings and two more toys at least. Then we're good to go for something at least. Oh, and t-porn, gigabytes of t-porn, there's no going around that requirement for good girly time ;) Maybe I'll even get a real (not a smartphone) camera handy... teeheehee :)

Some light at the end of the tunnel

I hope it's not a train

Worn-out jokes aside, just as I got the previous post done  -  at long last* - things got a bit clearer. Clearer and more positive from my point of view. Of course I still have to cross my fingers and wait, but now with much, much more hope than a few days ago :)

Changes

As I promised, you'd get to know when I got to know, as soon as possible. I may get my week of freedom and much sooner than I had expected. We're talking a timeframe of 4-7 weeks from this day on. It's late August now so at best I'm girlying for a week in late September already! At worst in October's darkness, but girlying anyway.

In a way later might not be that bad as it'd be easier to conceal a full slut-outfit under my everyday clothes. And that I would enjoy quite a bit, quite a bit indeed. But hey, we'll see!

95% chance of success

I'm not daring enough to call anything certain yet - until the last day. But things look pretty damn good in general. So good that the schedule is the biggest issue and the if part of everything is most likely not an if anymore at all.

When I know for a fact that this is happening I'll start setting up my shopping list (in my horniness it will never be finished or even reasonably sized XD). And if at all possible, I'll get some things bought in advance so I don't have to rush on my first gurlday. If that's not doable, I'll live, as the most important thing is already happening at that point.

What do I want?

To buy the first proper set in about four years. Then some toys to go with it. And most importantly: get some.

As I've said before, I'd love to get to play with another gurl. But us crossdressers are apparently a shy bunch and sometimes you hear some very positive things from someone but then they just fade away. There's not much I can do about that, so I'll just complain a bit. More, if said someone was looking yummy :p

When I know more about my chances I'll be able to try to get a good hold of someone for real and plan a bit :) Dunno if it's the horniness talking or if I'm feeling that sure, but I'm not being shy at all right now. I'd go and meet someone, another more or less closeted crossdresser, in full readiness to show myself in my slut's outfit <3 Not to mention what I'd be ready to do then <3

Backup options

In case no one's interested in me or is able to play when I could, there's always the plan B that I've also mentioned before. The gay sauna Vogue that I've already visited as my male self. Somehow that feels less scary than going to the "video area" of the Keltainen Ruusu.

That's something I've talked about with a gurlfriend. Why does a publicly and openly gay sauna feel less scary than a porn shop's fuck-corner with a mostly gay audience? We decided that because the gay sauna is just that, there's nothing left to guess, everyone knows what can go on in there even if you go there just to have a shower and enjoy sitting in the heat of the sauna.

But the porn shop is a different beast. It's not just for pervs and shadowy figures, normal people go there in open daylight (that fact alone may surprise some folks :p ) and that somehow scares me. The "normal" people maybe seeing me, someone they don't know, going to the cashier's asking to get to the sublevel... when everyone knows or guesses that "that guy's gonna suck dick or something lol". Maybe I am just a tad paranoid but that's how it feels.



* I had written the post a couple of weeks before but I just didn't get to press the publish button *blushes*

This is still not me, sadly

Springy thoughts

Since the last post our guardians of the moral compass at google had turned their coats as if they were politicians. So yay! Porn blogs can stay and that's awesome :) My guess is that they feared all the bloggers and readers moving on to something that works perfectly with porn: Tumblr.

Myself

Not much has changed in my life lately, as you may have guessed by my slow, crawling updates. My week off didn't happen in the late winter / early spring, but it's looking more and more possible now. When? Autumn, that's when, if it happens. Summer won't be doable, nor winter. Still, it's not in my hands :)

I'm looking forward to that and as I said the last time, you'll know as soon as possible :) That would lead to shopping for slutty lingerie and new photos! My existing photos of myself in proper lingerie are now quite old, maybe even four years old at best - a few more at worst.

Of course I've taken pics of myself in just the g-string and panties I mentioned buying earlier. Those pics aren't just what I'd share here, they're not good enough ;) One great, wonderful, beautiful and sexy thing I've managed to achieve lately is: shaving my girly bits <3 I think I got there about two months ago now, at least. And I still haven't got used to the feeling! I keep caressing and fondling my smooth nutsacks... the feeling's just so good and wonderful.

Perhaps this is just silly and nonsensical blabbering to many of you, I wouldn't know. To me it's enormously important and it makes me feel both sexy and horny as fuck :) The perfect small things in life :)

Now what I need is a gurl to play with me if and when that week of mine happens for real. A gurl or two :) Not that I'm beyond going to Vogue or Keltainen Ruusu, either, but that's not quite the same I think. I have desires and I intend to take care of them one way or another.

New possibilities, maybe

This will all be just speculation and maybes. You have been warned.

The difficulties of staying in the closet

I've complained plentily that I haven't got much, if any, time to play nowadays. There's no acceptably good hideout for lingerie and toys, either. Therefore I only own a single butt plug, cockring and g-string. Even they aren't in as safe a hideout as I'd like them to be.

While I'm talking about nonexistent hideouts, I'm talking about practical ones. Of course there'd be something near perfect, but then I would be facing the problem of hiding and unhiding my things and that wouldn't be quick. Thanks to the hideyness. And that would be even worse for my limited time to play gurly things.

An ancient photo of mine

Time is of the essence

Let's say that at best I could have something like 40 minutes to spend on this naughty hobby of mine, a random amount of times a month. Could be none, could be three, but incredibly rarely even five. So, very low numbers.

If I spent fifteen minutes to get my stuff from the perfectest of hideouts and drag it home, later on another fifteen to return everything back. In addition to that I would also need to set everything up, have my fun, undo and clean what needs to be cleaned. Everything else could be timed, I guess, except the playtime and doing that on the clock, thinking "I've got two minutes until I have to start packing up"... highly un-arousing, don't you think? ;)

So there: practically impossible. And it is quite depressing, not being able to be myself. I guess it's how it goes deeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep inside the closet.

Another ancient photo of mine

Potential

Things are uncertain. Nothing is guaranteed. These declarations apply to life in general, as everyone knows, I guess. But still, maybe, maybe I have a whole week almost completely for myself next year!

Yeah, I know. Being happy about a semiopen week sometime next year is quite sad. But it's also the best I've faced in a handful of years. So I'll be most eagerly jumping in, if I can!

I guarantee you that if that happens, I'll get a full setup for myself. Even if I have to throw it all away after that maybe-week. It'd be so worth it and more :)

Planning already

My shopping list (that I have started setting up already) includes the usuals. A corselet with or without garters, a garter belt if needed, thigh-high stockings, a rio g-string if findable. Everything in whore-red. Or red-black, if needed. Or anything else, if it looks hot and delicious to me. This time I'd go for a wig, too, as my own hair isn't up to gurl standards by any measure :P
Heels are something I've never tried and finding a pair (in proper colour, size 42) would most likely be beyond my possibilities, but if I came across any, I'd get those as well. And a toy or three to go with them ;)

When would I know? I have no idea. Maybe by next week's Friday, maybe in May. But I promise you this: when I know, I'll let my friends online know ;) Even if I have to tell that "it's cancelled :<"

Shopping desires are resurfacing again

My displeasure with that black set I got earlier this year has only grown as time has passed. Not that the black stockings or the garter belt is bad or anything, they just aren't red. And as I have complained, the g-string isn't what I went for ;)

After a bit of googling

This is what I found from a sex shop that's pretty handily acessible to me. A nice set in red!

Front view

And the rear view

The funny thing is that at least the online catalogues of all the sex shops in Helsinki have very few sets nowadays... the lists used to span pages and pages, now not so much. And I have absolutely no clue, why. Of course the online-only shops have better selections but at the moment those aren't what I go for.

Plans

I'd love to get this set for me, I miss wearing red so much. Of course it'd be beyond wonderful to show myself to someone in sexy red lingerie <3 To begin with ;)
Maybe I'll pop by that shop someday soon, even... Meanwhile I'll just keep daydreaming of me being in that pic.

Astonishing happenings

Contact!

Last week I got a message from a fellow crossdresser. In it she shyly let me know that she had a sort of interest in me :) That was based on a few small (and old) pics and a pretty open and honest introductory text.

At least she had actually read the damn thing, which is a rare thing nowadays :P As you may have noticed yourselves. I actually bet on that being the case ;)

Waryness

Remembering my past experiences with people showing interest online, I tried no to get carried away. You know, making sure that she knew what kind of a girly I am. Deep as hell in my closet, not girly-looking in the least, which turns most people away already. No, I don't look like a shemale pornstar, I'm more like a guy who dresses up like a slut but doesn't have / use the full range available (sorry, if I now disappointed someone reading this).

This is also why I haven't been up to showing my own pics here so far. Just in case someone has wondered.

A positive reaction

That didn't bother her in the least. And that was pretty encouraging, not to mean exciting. I offered to show a couple more better pics of me to her so she'd have a better clue of who and what I am. As far as I know she liked what she saw - quite a lot. I got very, very turned on by that :)

So I got encouraged and shared a few pics more while chatting. She got hot and so did I... A couple more pics and my horniness just kept increasing... had I had the chance, I'd gone to her right that instant, to do whatever I could. I was blinded by lust and I wanted to please her clitty in any way I can <3

Sadly I was at work and couldn't leave and as girls like us have it, things aren't always quite that easy. Which is a huge shame. But I'd been more than willing to do that.

Of course I'd needed to go by a sex shop to get me a new red outfit to wear for her and all that but those are just tiny details.

I really hope we can arrange a nice meeting for us girls. Preferably someday sooner than later :)

Lonely fun

Later that day I got home from work as usual. Had the chance, so I got my black socks, garter and g-string with the rings and got dressed :) I took another look at what we'd been talking about, checked the visuals yet again and just enjoyed the feeling :) My point wasn't to masturbate at all. I merely wanted to feel sexy and desired ;)
Because I was online, I had some random clips running on the background, for the sounds. Amateurs, other cd/t-girls having their fun together. I had my own clitty hard and restrained under the garter belt so my precum wouldn't flow on the floor or otherwise wrong places.

So there I was, sitting and reading, dreaming of an encounter with a completely like-minded person. And then it happened without an advance warning. I felt a tingle and suddendly came like a fountain on my belly and chest, even on my lower chin.

Just like that.

While sitting and thinking of stuff.

Wow.

I want to go shopping!

As I said earlier, my collection was purged away. Both lingerie and toys. *sigh* Such is life and it happens... sadly. And it has happened to me a couple of times over the years, it may happen again, who knows?

The initial list contents
Everyone knows that one of the important aspects of shopping for anything (grocery shopping is a very good example), you should have a list. Without a proper list you may forget to buy what you wanted and buy stuff you didn't really need or even want in the first place.

I'll start the list-making process by thinking of what I want and need. There's no way I'll get all of that on one go, so this needs to be simple. Hmmm...
Well, lingerie is obviously the thing for me, so it goes on the list ;) Of course I'll need a toy or two to go with it, so there you go too! Cockrings are something I adore and enjoy, so I'll add it to the list as well as some lube.

• Lingerie
• Toys
• Accessories

Iterating through the list
The only problem with this list is that "lingerie" is a somewhat broad concept, so I'll need to open it a bit, otherwise I'll have a warderobeful that I can't store anywhere. Hihi :) No matter how much I enjoy that idea, it's not feasible.
So far I've found corselets very sexy and comfy. I like them a lot more than plain (although cute) bras, for example. Most of the corselets I know have the garter straps included, but if they don't, a garter belt would be needed. Yesssss... Obviously the garter straps need to be attached to something, thigh-high socks preferably. I love those things, too. All of them, at the same time. It's just a wonderful combination: a corselet, garters and thigh socks. Mmmmmmm..

I had one of these sets before, it's wonderful

Hmmmh. Something's missing...

Oh yes! The g-string! I'm not such a fan of garter belts with an attached thong-part, I like them all as separate entities that build the complete setup. A nice g-string to go with the rest, that'll do <3 And the dominating color shall be red <3 Let's see what I've managed to write down so far, shall we?

• Lingerie, red, size L (Eur)
  
  • A corselet
  • Garter belt if needed
    
    
  • G-String
    
    
  • Thigh-high socks
    
    
    
• Toys
• Accessories

While the list is not ready...
That's fine by me, most definitely fine. Next thing to be checked is the "toys" section. There are several things I'd like to have but I may have to take it easy... just like with my lingerie. What could be the bare essentials?

Wisened from my previous experiences, I don't think I'll dare to go for a dildo again :P It was almost the size of my own cock and damn if I could get anything in... This time I shall keep to a different, smaller, type of penetrators. But not as tiny as some of the things I had before. A not-minuscule buttplug could be a very, very interesting thing. I could keep it in while doing other things... Sounds good to me. Especially if it vibrates. With many programs.

Maybe...

This one has 10 programs but I've never found it in a shop myself...

One thing's certain: I love things that go bzZZzrrrrzzzZZZrzrzrzrzZZZ! in random ways instead of just one constant, even numbing BZZZZZZZZ. That preference of mine makes it a bit difficult sometimes, though. So I'll add two items on the list: a plug for wearing and vibrator for lust-buildup. Yeah, that works just nicely for me ;)

• Lingerie, red, size L (Eur)
  
  • A corselet
  • Garter belt if needed
  • G-String
  • Thigh-high socks
• Toys
  
  • Buttplug, medium-small
  • Buzzing multiprog vibrator
• Accessories

Handle the next item
Accessories are easy peasy. I want, need and require a cockring! There's no way around it. One bored afternoon at work I was checking for online stores and noticed that the selections vary heavily. I've tried a few different types: those you tighten yourself, solid plastic rings, many different silicone rings and a weird sleeve. They don't work in my use too well, as I've said before.
If the thing goes around the shaft only, it's not as cool as something that goes around the balls as well. The usual solution seems to be a metallic thing, no thanks or similar. I like the silicone ones for some reason. Some of the ball-touching rings do some stretching as well and it didn't look comfy at all :S Maybe they are just what I'd enjoy but I don't know and I'm a bit reserved about such things.
But luckily I found a silicone double-ring somewhere and I want it! I need it! :D

The vibrator is completely unnecessary

What else? Lube, that's also needed, but that's simple and doesn't require heavy pondering :) Last time I had a fake mouth (a cheap fleshlight-like thing) for some good old-fashioned meat-hiding, now I'm not sure if  a new one is needed... I've had a couple of different types, none of them has been too special. Meh.

• Lingerie, red, size L (Eur)
  
  • A corselet
  • Garter belt if needed
  • G-String
  • Thigh-high socks
• Toys
  
  • Buttplug, medium-small
  • Buzzing multiprog vibrator
• Accessories
  
  • Cock and balls ring
  • Lube

And it's done!
Yay, the list is done! Now I just need to find all this...