Tuesday, December 13, 2016

Some more hotness

A fucking hot gifv

This I encountered in diaspora :) A cute brunette girl with cat ears stroking her clit <3 Yummy... <3


There's not much that I adore more than a sight like this... G-strings pulled tightly over smooth, sexy, delicious balls... just calling for my tongue ;) And then the string part going by the boipussy... it's so very arousing and it just makes my mouth water <3 Beautiful <3

Tuesday, October 18, 2016

Animated pics showing my deep, horny desires

My horniness has reached new levels again :) I bought new panties, cockring, fishnet stockings and a butt plug just a couple of weeks ago or so. I have enjoyed them at work a couple of times! Let's just say that bus trips are interesting when plugged in ;) Maybe I'll show a pic or tow later ^_^

That said I want more and more to get to play with another girl! The only limitation is that I can only meet up and get going is at Keltainen Ruusu or US Video, or something like that. Those places are also known of their cruising areas which is quite a turnon <3

Wednesday, July 13, 2016

Pics of kissing crossdressers

This is somehow relevant to my interests ;) But as I always keep complaining I'm not nearly as hot as these girls here. Still... I wish I was one of them one day :)

Monday, June 13, 2016

The desires. The cravings. They're building up inside me again.

What am I talking about? The undeniable need to dress up and play with toys, that's what. I don't think I'm able to go for a full outfit yet if ever again. But panties and something else to go with them at least. Some sort of minimum set for girlplay... I need that. I love it and I require it <3 That's who I am and you all know it just as well as I do!

I will never be as sweet as these girls but I can dream...

Friday, May 20, 2016


I am fucking horny

And I guess I lost my mind in my horny haze and ended up doing something I have never done this publically: posting a frontal photo of myself.

There. Now you  have seen me in all my glory. That turns me on. I want to dress up like that again and insert that red diamond plug in my butt. And to show myself to someon, live.

This is madness. And it feels sexy. Hot. Arousing.
Most of all I want to feel another gurl's mouth traveling around my body and her bulging panties pressing my face. That's what I crave right now. Nothing more. And still it's so fucking impossible to obtain.

Especially as I have purged everything. Again. Once again. I hate this. But I cannot help it.

I am so fucking horny.

Tuesday, February 2, 2016

Real-life meeting thoughts

It could be doable - even for me - to arrange a meeting with a fellow crossdresser, just a meeting. Going for a coffee with no naughty plans or anything. Of course anything could happen, but still, that's not the point with this kind of  a meeting. These're supposed to be a "let's chat in real life and see if we hit off" kind of a thing.

stock photo

That may sound boring to anyone else, but do imagine this from my viewpoint.
You'd meet someone who you know to be a fellow crossdresser - and that the other one knows exactly what you are too. You have talked about your fantasies, fetishes and desires. Your favourite pornstars, clips, types of lingerie, sex toys and masturbation habits. Of sucking cock, all that girly talk at least I love ;) I mean, why meet someone whom you know nothing of?

To me that alone would be fucking arousing.

Going for a cup of coffee in a coffee place - or for an afterwork beer in a bar, chatting about everyday-like topics. Seeing your fellow-perv and imagining him as her... in her favourite lingerie. You've seen her be slutty in photos and you can rest assured that she's most likely imagining you the exact same way, remembering your comments and seeing your pics in her mind's eye!

I know I'd suddendly realize that at some point and most likely blush. Or lose my usual speech pattern, stutter a bit, get totally lost or something like it. That'd tell the other one that I got seriously distracted - and in this case I don't think it'd take a genious to figure out why so. This in turn could lead to more inner revelations and hopefully some very obscene thoughts <3

Of course in this example of mine the whole meetup had been agreed to be a "civilian clothes only", to avoid adding any extra pressure on the participants. But I think that even if that was agreed on, I might put on lingerie anyway. If I had any, that is.
Then, if the mood was good and the other party seemed worth it, I'd sneakily show a bit of a shoulder strap... ;)

Not exactly like this but while scratching the collarbone region, for example...
Purposefully but still sneakily revealing something...
Yes, I would totally "come out" to someone that way. I know I would be about to panic but also getting very horny and lusty. The preconditions for the revelation would make sure of it, of course. I wouldn't do anything that risky for someone I wasn't feeling confident with. Common sense? Should be!

I'm not saying that I'd immediately jump into the first free toilet or closet to suck, be sucked, fuck or be fucked or anything. What is my point is - it is to verify my girl-self to someone in good confidence and gauge their reaction. Doing that would not be a promise of sexytimes or anything, just a show of faith in the other party.

As always this is just another case of Johanna's neverending empty talk because nothing like this will never happen. Most likely. Right now I've got zero pieces of lingerie and zero toys. Without lingerie I'm nothing, nothing but hot air and unfulfillable fantasies.

Friday, January 29, 2016

January is ending

I just realized that it's the end of January already. That came as a surprise because I've been so fucking busy...

No girlygurly fun. No crossdressing. No cocksucking. Nothing for Johanna, nothing at all. So far 2016 has sucked badly for me.

The photo above shows what toys I had for my glorious week. Then I had to get rid of all of it. Yeah, you read correctly: I had to purge again :'(

Maybe things will get better :) I sure hope they do :)