Tuesday, December 24, 2013

Something non-revelationary

Every once in a while I get an occasional piece of fan-mail. I'm called hot, sexy and most amazing of all, beautiful. This always comes from people who have never seen me. As things should be, if you ask me.
My guess is that these people have never read what I've said because I think I tell pretty clearly what I am and what I am not. Or at least I meant to do so.

Attempting to fix a common misconception

Anyway, this situation both amuses and confuses me. I guess some people assume I'm someone like Bailey Jay, Hazel Tucker, Sarina Valentina, Domino Presley or Paloma Longo. Well, here's a newsflash: you who do so, are sorely mistaken :P

My method

There's no way I'm posting a full photo of myself in here. One major reason for that is that I don't even have one :D So I have to use a body stand-in like movie stars and celebrities!

stunt double
disclaimer: this is not me

I don't look like this person at all. This just happened to be the first photo I came across with when looking for a suitable pic for this post. She's close enough: she doesn't look like a shemale pornstar, either and she's got a similar body type. Our lingerie preferences seem to go very differently but that's life.

Maybe now I get less super-inaccurate comments. Or maybe I lose all my fans and followers this very instant! We're living in exciting times, my friends.

Friday, December 13, 2013

Pic time!

Random pics

It's time for some random pics again :) Why pics and nothing personal and such? Nothing interesting has happened to me lately, that's why. My life's been damn boring, so I've had nothing to tell :/

It sucks, I know. Trust me, I do know...

Be still!

Nice pose

Cute lady

Or move a bit

Riding girls are fucking hot. Almost as hot as 69-girls. Mmmmmmm...
Blonde riding furiously

Throatfucked, stroking gurl

As Yoda once famously said: cum, good food, cum! :p

Wednesday, October 30, 2013



I lost all control because of this photo and that's why I share it <3


Thursday, September 26, 2013

Thoughts again


I seem to think quite a lot about what I am. Maybe it's all affected by what I see online and in what kind of a mood. But all in all: things change, my opinions change and some things I haven't been interested in start interesting me while some old "cool" things start seeming less awesome. Does it make any sense to you? I sure hope so.


Not too long ago I was thinking of how the idea of some light bondage had started to grow into me. That hasn't gone away or lessened, let's put it that way :) And if that could be combined with something like what you see in the pic above...

Of course if that was me, I'd be wearing some adorable, whore-red lingerie and those dudes would be gurls instead. That's what I love and fantasize about <3 Nowadays that's almost constantly, at home, at work, everywhere in between. The problem with this? It's somehow frustrating, as my unendurable shyness most likely will prevent this for the rest of my life :(

Friday, August 23, 2013

Everyone adores Bailey

I've never heard of anyone who doesn't like Bailey Jay. Of course my demographic only contains people who are into tgirls / shemales / trannies, no haters.

This is a pov I would do anything to get to experience... and most of you would, too, I know ;)

Thursday, August 15, 2013

Horny again with new desires

Something like this

Well, it's not a 100% accurate depiction but I do believe it gives you a fairly good clue, don't you think? ;)

I'd love to be her in that situation but wearing some whore-red lingerie <3 And who knows what other tiny changes. The main idea is there, anyway, and that's what matters.

Fuck, I'm so horny again... Mmmmmmmmmh!

Tuesday, July 9, 2013

Cuties sighted!

A hot gurl

Lovely, isn't she? <3 Oh yes she is... <3
A lovely, delicious gurl in black and red... with a hard clitty peeking from her pretty g-string... I desire her so much right now...

Tuesday, June 4, 2013

Fucking hot and arousing

In a perfect world that'd be my clit they're worshipping... The girl on the left (our left) is just... wow <3

Tuesday, May 28, 2013



It's so rare to find anyone to chat online nowadays. No, I'm not missing those arrogant, demandy bitches I've complained about before. I miss those nice people I used to talk to :) Where the hell is everyone?

It'd be so wonderful to talk naughty and share some obscene fantasies live instead of just posting about them somewhere... With someone who understands the difficulties in the closet-cd girl's weird life.

Don't take this wrong!

Bitching and moaning about others being busy isn't what I'm on about. I am merely wondering what happens with my online girlfriends and when would they be around.
Because I'd love to keep in touch with the ladies :)

My fantasy world

To compensate for the lack of chatty friends I enjoy my fantasies :P Fantasies like my hotel-room scenario I posted about earlier, but as time goes on it lives on as well. That's one of the things I'd enjoy sharing with someone, in real time instead of just typing stuff here.

I didn't find the pic I was going for, because I think it's gone the way of the dodo. A shame, because it was a damn hot pic, for some reason. Usually I'm not into bondage but this one made me want to be the girl in the pic... just with red, slutty lingerie ;)

Fuuuck me
This should be me playing with another girl's clit

Wednesday, May 8, 2013

Purged again

As the topic tells, I've purged my few girly belongings again :(
Not that I had many things, but still. My garter belt, black stockings and cockring. All gone.

Purged equipment, it's always sad, no matter what it is

Why did I do that?

Not to try to stop or because of shame, but because I had nowhere to keep them anymore. Nor do I have enough opportunities to dress up nowadays. I thought that the best and simplest course of action was to get rid of those things and hopefully get new and much better ones when times are better.
My decision was made infinitely easier by the fact that I had never been that much into this black very incomplete set of mine. The set was also substandard, it was more like a "this is what I found so I'll go with it" instead of what it should've been: what I was looking for and eager for.

That's just life.


Thursday, May 2, 2013

More Barb E. Dahl!

I found a few clips of the wonderfully beautiful Barb E Dahl in ashemaletube, so I'll link you there. Spread the good thing(s), they say and I agree wholeheartedly ;)

Cam session


There aren't many different vids of her, but it's more than nothing! Hot cutie, that's what she is! Oh yes <3

Wednesday, February 13, 2013

Horny, hornier, Johanna

I want to be doing this right now... though I'd wear some hot red lingerie ;) Of course ;)

Girls are perfect

Friday, February 8, 2013


I'm awfully horny again... I crave for naughty lingerie on my body, holding my clitty tightly in place until I release it...
Gaaaaah! I can't take this... Mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmhhhh!

I desire her...
I kinda wanted to show another pic of myself but couldn't choose so you'll have to go without :P